EXPECTED TO STAND

(Through the eyes of a man) EXPECTED TO STAND! The most painful part of love for me is loving someone so much it physically hurts. It’s beating myself into a pulp for not being able to be a consistent pillar of strength. It’s knowing that sometimes my everything won’t be good enough and that my […]

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Generational Pain

She looked that little boy right into his eyes and said, “You’re amazing, never stop being who you are. You are NOT what those bullies say you are!” As that amazing little boy watched his mommy treat him with such tenderness and care, his heart felt FULL of her love. All of his pain melted […]

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MY BEAUTIFUL DISASTER

MY BEAUTIFUL DISASTER. It’s been days of tears after trying to hide from reality for so long. When your child is addicted for years and lost to the streets, you try to put up a wall so it doesn’t crush your insides! So, your soul doesn’t continue to wither up and slowly die. You try […]

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Last night was rock bottom for me as a mother!

Last night was rock bottom for me as a mother! It brought me to my knees in more tears then I ever thought possible. It was gut wrenching, it was painful, it emotionally punched me right in the heart! My first born, my baby, my drug addicted son, so beautiful, but such a disaster. I […]

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